Mine own Sweetheart, this shall be to advertise you of the great elengeness [loneliness]that I find here since your departing; for, I ensure you methinketh the time longer since your departing now last, than I was wont to do a whole fortnight. I think your kindness and my fervency of love causeth it; for, otherwise, I would not have thought it possible that for so little a while it should have grieved me. But now that I am coming towards you, methinketh my pains be half removed; and also I am right well comforted in so much that my book maketh substantially for my matter; in looking whereof I have spent above four hours this day, which causeth me now to write the shorter letter to you at this time, because of some pain in my head; wishing myself (especially an evening) in my sweetheart’s arms, whose pretty duckkys I trust shortly to kiss.
Written by the hand of him that was, is, and shall be yours by his own will,
H.R.
“David Starkey examines the letter in Six Wives and explains that the word ‘elengeness’ means loneliness, dreariness or misery (Pg. 339). He states that Henry would have encountered the word ‘in the continuation of the Romaunt of the Rose by a follower of Chaucer’:
She had a ….scrippe (bag) of faint distresse
That full was of elengenesse.
He goes on to say that Anne would have been familiar with the poem in its original French as well as in the English translation and would have understood the meaning immediately.
Hypervigilance can cause fatigue guys. PTSD can cause fatigue, anxiety and depression can cause fatigue, Bipolar can cause fatigue, any and all mental illnesses can.
Please understand if youre mentally ill and physically or emotionally fatigued, that is not you being lazy! It is your body and brain being tired of fighting your illness! You are tired because youve been fighting.
This struggle you are going through is real, please do not let yourself or anyone invalidate you further by saying youre lazy.
please stop asking for sequels. i’m begging you, fanfic readers. please. you’re already putting in the effort to leave a comment. just. just fucking type what you liked about the fic. you spent a fraction of the time reading as i did writing and now – you want more. and you will not tell me why. please. i am so broken.
graven with diamonds in letters plain: An alternate universe described by letters, diaries, and non-fiction excerpts, featuring the lives of Anne Boleyn, Henry VIII, and those who revolved around them after the dissolution of their marriage in February 1536. Anne retires from court as the Duchess of Pembroke, while Henry marries Jane Seymour. Nonetheless, Anne and Henry’s lives remain entwined, and the ties of love and passion refuse to die. (read the fic here)