Person: you seem to be improving!
Me, on the outside: oh, thanks.
Me, on the inside: You Fool! You Have Been Tricked By My Supreme Ability To Blend Into The Neurotypical Society! I Am Actually Steadily Deteriorating And You Will Never Know!

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wildlxng:

sometimes when it gets rough
I feel like giving up 
I feel like I’m not tough enough 
to face the real stuff 
but I’ve been getting through it 
take a look at where I’m at 
everything happens for a reason 
what doesn’t kill you don’t kill ya